Privates & Alltag


Mood: encouraged, yay!
Listening to: Take That – Patience (don´t say a word, the song is LOVE!XD)
Current obsession: NO MORE MATHS!!!

Cause I need time.
My heart is numb, has no feeling.
So while I’m still healing,
Just try and have a little patience.
I really wanna start over again,
I know you wanna be my salvation.
The one that I can always depend.
I’ll try to be strong. Believe me,
I’m trying to move on,
It’s complicated but understand me.

This day was…one of the nuttiest I´ve had for a long time. Highs and lows one after another…omg, who can handle that without getting all dizzy?!
The day started verrrry good…BECAUSE!!! I got my last regular English exam back…and guess what my grade is??Well??Well?? 15 points.*faints* I mean, I´d…never expected something like THAT! o_O;; But I´m really happy…and kinda proud. My parents were all surprised and happy and didn´t even quarrel at the table as always. :3

Next breakdown: Last maths exam. I´ve really learned hard for that one, but when I saw the exam…I just knew that it would be disastrous. XD But I wasn´t the first one to give it up…I kept up until the second lesson began…then I handed my exam ( one page) in and left the room…at first I felt frustrated…but then…it was such a light and relieved feeling that I couldn´t help but cheer up. It´s the last maths exam in my LIFE, after all!!!^___^!!

Sports after it…ugh. Don´t wanna comment on it. XD We had to dance a choreography in pairs, which the teacher wanted to rate. Iri and me…well, we did way better in training, let me put it in this way.XD Most of it was my fault, because I´m just too stupid for it.^^;;; But, oh well…who cares about sports?

This morning I sent off the complete important letter I was talking about recently…as I said, I bit the bullet and was as honest as I can be…now it´s time to wait again…a terrible feeling. But I won´t be able to concentrate on anything else until I´ve finished this issue.

Bweh, I still have to learn for a vocabulary test tomorrow…=.=

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