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Once more with feeling!

Mood: oh so old
Listening to: Corner Stone Cues – Madokara Mieru
Current obsession: Drakensang

Hi there, it´s been a while and I left this weblog pretty vacant. Not because nothing happened over the past weeks, but rather because I didn´t feel like writing anything here…and I still don´t do, to be honest. BUT since this´ll be my last entry as a 20-years-old, I think I can overcome my lazyness and write a few lines. ;3

Well, what happened in my life?

– On the search for an apartment…AGAIN.
– Finally got my university admission, yay! *-* Will be studying English and protestant theology (w00t) from october on. More (desperate) information to come.
– In half an hour will be my 21st birthday. Finally I will be allowed to borrow hardcore pr0n cars legally. ^-^

Since I´m waiting for midnight to come, here are the results of my anti-boredom-movement. 😀


The Seme-Uke-Test
You are a Clueless Uke!
Having a good time is what you’re all about. You’re satisfied just to have someone to eat hamburgers and play video games with, and are completely oblivious to other’s manipulative behavior. You don’t expect much, and that can be a good thing. You’re perfect prey for the Opportunist Seme, who might take advantage of you, but you probably won’t even notice, or really care, as long as you’re enjoying yourself.

Most compatible with: Opportunist Seme, Romantic Seme
Least compatible with: Sadistic Seme, Don’t Fuck With Me Seme

…well…uhm…that´s me, I guess. 9_9 (deleted the highly disgusting picture)

The Numerology Name Meaning of „Anna“

Soul Urge: 2 

(Vowels: AA)

Your Soul Urge – The Song of Your Soul – A Deeper Look Into What Motivates You

The Soul Urge number has also been called Heart’s Desire and Spiritual Urge. It is our secret, innermost longing. Our dream, our motivation, the fuel that energizes our journey. The Soul Urge number reveals what we secretly strive to be or accomplish. Some have said that this number tells us what we have been in previous lifetimes, the accumulated growth of our soul.

Peace and harmony is your desire. You are a natural mediator as you are genuine, tactful and adaptable. You tend to put your own will aside for others and it is difficult for you to make decisions. This may cause others to see you as shy, or lacking confidence. Your sensitivity and gentleness can be a great healing force bringing harmony and support to others.

Personality: 10 / 1 

(Consonants: NN)

Your Personality – The Impression You Make upon the World

The Personality number describes the way we appear to the outside world, the first impression people have of us. We may not even be aware of how we are perceived by others because we are so often focused on our inner world, and many times the inner does not match the outer. Personality gives us a peek at some hidden talents we have. The talents that we use to get along in the world and in some instances, protect us from it. It is likened to a bag of tools (jewels) that we carry with us along the way.

Others see you as a unique individual who always does their „own thing“. Independent, capable and pioneering, you seem to take control of the situation and make it run effectively. You are very concerned with your image and always seem to dress in a way that gets noticed.

Expression: 12 / 3 

Your Expression – Character, Talents and Identity – Your Unique Quality of Consciousness

The Expression number shows us who we truly are, what we came into this life already knowing. This is where we feel most comfortable and how we automatically act. We attract people and situations to us that require our Expression so that they can further evolve. In this way we play the role of teacher. Naturally we are attracted to occupations that we resonate to, so the Expression number can be a strong factor in our choice of a career as well. Our Expression is the vehicle, with all its virtues and vices, that drives us along the path of our Destiny. It is the essence of our identity.

Self-expression is the gift you bring to the world. Whether through the arts, writing, drama, music or through some other field, you bring joy and inspiration to all by your sunny outlook and creative talents. You can assume a new role at any time, all mediums are open to you as methods of self-expression.

Privates & Alltag, Quiz & Survey & Meme

I made it, whoohoo~

Mood: happy~
Listening to: Schandmaul – Prinzessin
Current obsession: nothing in particular

Schon funkelt es hell am Firmament.
Hat je wer für dich all die Sterne gezählt?
Ein Traum wird dich holen, dich auserwähl’n.
Flieg mit ihm dahin, lass dir Märchen erzähl’n!
Prinzessin, schließe die Augen!
Schlafe nur seelenruhig ein!
Prinzessin, du kannst mir glauben, ich leuchte dir,
fange Sterne dafür.
Schlafe nur ein hier bei mir.

Two days later than I thought, but : I passed my theoretical driving licence examination, whooohoo! ^o^/)
As I wrote in my last entry, the examination was supposed to take place on Wednesday, but when I got there the door was closed: „Works meeting – no examinations today“. *faints* <_< So I had to go there today, but….well, it doesn´t matter, I made it. <3
The next scary date will be the 26th April, next week. I´m going to take my TOEFL-test then to proof my english skills for university application. I´m a bit nervous about this, because I don´t really know how to prepare for the test in detail. I´m going to do some grammar and vocab recapitualition, but aside from that…dunno. I guess I will have to rely on my improvising talent. XD

This evening will be the birthday party of Iri´s boyfriend, so I won´t be at home…again. XD Sorry to all of you whom I promised to call/write. I´ll do that at the weekend, ‚kay? I hope all of my postcards from Malta arrived by now.

To end this, just a few personality test results…yay for interactive blogging. XD

What Is Your Anime Fighting Style?
What Is Your Anime Fighting Style?
Hosted By Anime and Fandom

That´s funny, I just dreamed that I was a magician last night. XD!

What Kind Of Villain Are You?
What Kind Of Villain Are You?
Hosted By Anime and Fandom

Lol. Being the uber badass sounds like fun, but I don´t think that´s me. XD

What catgirl are you?

Quiz By

HOLY CRAP, I didn´t manipulate that one!!!XDD (anyone who doesn´t know why I´m laughing like mad…you don´t need to know. XD)

Privates & Alltag, Quiz & Survey & Meme

This and that

Mood: undecisive
Listening to: Evanescence – Good enough (acoustic)
Current obsession: hating my internet

and I’m still waiting for the rain to fall

pour real life down on me

cause I can’t hold on to anything this good


am I good enough

for you to love me too?

First of all: Isn´t that icon just TOTALLY adorable?! T^T I found it by accident a few days ago and always wanted to use it here, because I just love it. I want that little skull thingie as a plushie!! Anybody here who would try to sew it for me?XD Or at least know where to find more of these?

Man, my internet totally sucks today. <_< It kept on connecting and disconnecting the whole day through and all my downloads are like….well….you know. Quite un-finished. Annoying, totally annoying. Just like my extra lesson kid, who will come here tomorrow afternoon for the very last time, for heaven´s sake! I´m going to torture her with subjunctive and grammar and other nice things, harr. Like I always do, but this time I JUST WON´T MIND if she won´t keep it in her brain. Bwaha.

Mothers can be so scary. Mine walked into my room a few hours ago, tears in her eyes and drained as if someone had died. Well, okay, this part was actually true, but nevermind. I – totally scared – asked her what was wrong and she started sobbing again and said:
„Oh my gooood…. the way Dobby died…. and Harry digged that grave….that was just too… too sad!!“
(Yes, she´s currently reading Harry Potter & the Deathly Hollows. Sorry for spoiling, people, thanks goes to my mom. XDD) Omgee… and the most scraing part of it was… well, I could TOTALLY understand her feelings. T^T Even though it´s pretty silly to sob over a book character´s death…but….DOBBY! *squeals*

Anyway, since I won´t be quite available during the next days I´ll post a few more *drum roll* personality test results! I cleared out my browser favorites and took some of the old tests again (geez, my entries always sound as if I have nothing better to do than taking tests in the internet and stuff like that. XDD). Have fun, make yourself a couple of merry days! X3

Discover your Zodiac Personality @ Quiz Me

Often indecisive? Yessir. 9_9
Quiz Me
Noi was
a Successful Cult Leader
in a past life.
Discover your past lives @ Quiz Me

We all knew this before, didn´t we? XD

discover your inner candy heart @ quiz me

Should´ve known this before. <3

How evil are you?

O__O Now that´s….uh. *stares* The funniest thing about this one is – I took that test a few years ago, and back then my result was „you´re good“. Wtf, I´m getting more and more angelic with each year??XD

*leaves for sleeping*~

Quiz & Survey & Meme

Random confused babbling

Mood: sleepless
Listening to: Rosenstolz – Rire
Current obsessions: doing stupid quiz thingies

Rire – tu m’as toujours dit
Tu dois rire.
Viens et relève toi.
Oublie le monde
Laisse les yeux fermés.
Ma main est avec toi.

Since my extra lesson student asked me to move our lesson from today to friday, I´m finally able to fill this blog with some random stuff. Actually, I planned to create a new layout by the beginning of december, but somehow I won´t have the time and the ambition to do it. XD And since I have nothing better to do, I´ll post some quiz results I got recently but always forgot to post. Have fun….or however it may appear to you. XD

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Cuz romantic music totally rocks!….even though I rather like sad music. *lol*

Addictive content in my personality is 68%

Beware!!! people easily get addicted to me

Lets101 Quizzes – Fun Quiz

O rly?oO

Lets101 Quizzes – fun Myspace quiz

Is it just me or are some of the attributes not compatible with each other?*lol* „No pain, no gain“ is a very nice saying, though.

This Page is Rated


Lets101 – Free Dating Site

Good to know, eh?XD

A soul from Venus with a sexual appeal 7 of 10.

Guys hold your breath…

Lets101 Quizzes – Fun Quiz

Holy Shit on a sandwich!!XDD
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Denver Dating

Not too bad. o,O
44% Geek

Free Online Dating from JustSayHi
Not bad either, since I didn´t understand half of the questions. XDDD

Enough for now. <3

Music, Quiz & Survey & Meme

Rainy Days

Mood: headache-ish
Listening to: Visions of Atlantis – The Poem
Current obsession: drawing

And why…
did you leave me all alone?
Why did you leave me on my own?
Was the time we had just borrowed?

Usually, I like rainy days a lot. It´s just cozy to sit inside and watch the raindrops falling against the window, but sometimes it could make one melancholic… oh well. I guess I don´t like rainy days today.

A new musical obsession has taken over me! *gasp**points to the lyrics* That song has displaced Leaves Eyes´ „Farewell Proud Men“ as my favorite song, that that DOES mean something. Visions of Atlantis is an Austrian symphonic metal band I just discovered by chance. The songs are arranged as duets between a female and a male singer and, to be honest, the songs sound very much like Nightwish. Which is not a bad thing at all, but it makes the female singer´s voice not very special… in contrary to the male one´s, which I´m very much in love with <3<3<3! This is also one of the reasons for my obsession for „The poem“, because it´s mainly sung by Mario Plank (who is, in fact, only one year older than me. o.O But he has a very, very nice voice which reminds me a bit of Tony Kakko from Sonata Arctica. <3). I´d gladly post a video or something, but the song is from the new album which is not even released officially. XD If someone would like to have it, just contact me and I´ll send or post it here. :3

The best comes last… so let me say Happy Birthday, Benny!! <3<3 Have a nice day and don´t let the age depression taken over you! X3 I wish you all the best and hope you´ll live long enough to fulfill your plan to divide the world (you know what I mean… let´s save the poor penguins! XD)!
As I already promised, I searched the whole net to find some Ice Age pr0n for you, and I can tell you, it was a challenge. <.<;; BUT – believe it or not – I succeeded, so I can proudly say: Rule 34 – accomplished!! (people who don´t want to have their childhood raped should NOT look at this. XD) Not the best peace of pr0n, but hey…it was hard enough to get. XD Just for you, Benny-Bunny. XD
Aaaand the birthday present time is not over yet, because Benny also requested quiz results from me… here you are, have fun with it:


Rocker, Mosher
Chav, Townie, Rude Boy, Ned, Kev

What Group Are You? Chav, Rocker, Skater, Emo, Goth, Trendy, Prepy Ect
created with

Not a very big surprise in my opinion.*lol* But that 40% Emo scares me. XD

What Flavour Are You? Cor blimey, I taste like Tea.Cor blimey, I taste like Tea.

I am a subtle flavour, quiet and polite, gentle, almost ambient. My presence in crowds will often go unnoticed. Best not to spill me on your clothes though, I can leave a nasty stain. What Flavour Are You?

What else?! XDD

Your Love Style is Pragma
You believe love is logical – or at least it should be You’ve thought a lot about what you want from someone And to say you have a checklist would be an understatement You may even have a plan for how you will fall in love All you’ve got to do is meet the perfect person!
What’s Your Love Style?

*cough* Sounds a lot like me.

Your results:
You are Hulk


Green Lantern

Wonder Woman







The Flash

Iron Man

You are a wanderer with
amazing strength.

Click here to take the Superhero Personality Test

Hm. Grün, nett. XD

Your Social Dysfunction:

You display social deficits and oddities of thinking. Your perception and communication are similar to those of a schizophrenic.

Take this quiz at

Please note that we aren’t, nor do we claim to be, psychologists. This quiz is for fun and entertainment only. Try not to freak out about your results.

Hum. That confirms very much the last personality disorder quiz. XD Antisocial bitch, I am. *LOL*

That was it for today~ *leaves for getting some tissues*

Privates & Alltag, Quiz & Survey & Meme

The short good-bye

Mood: OMGYAY!!
Listening to: Stratovarius – Learning to fly
Current obsession: making personality tests

Not where you stand
Nor where you are
It matters only where you look
To take the good
With all that’s bad
It is the only way to go

The last days held two different good-byes ready for me…but no sad ones. YAY!!

1.) The best message ever: No more MATHS for me in my whole LIFE !!!!!!!11reportlalülalaaaa!!! *___* Oh heavens, how I urged for this day to come…13 long years… it´s still so…so…great that I can´t realize it!XD Maths have always totured me… made me shed tears over tears… messed up my school reports… and annoyed the fricking hell out of me. Now it´s over. So…. FAREWELL!!! >X3~~~~

2.) Same here: No more history and sports lessons for me!! Strike!! I only have to take my oral history exam in May and then I can technically burn all my materials. :3~

That´s one thing I´m really looking forward to…burning and shred all of my unloved school materials, harrharr. I´m urging to see my math notebooks BURN!

Tomorrow will be my…yeah, my very last regular school day. I´m still not able to realize it yet…today I´m really euphoric and all…but I doubt that it will be that way tomorrow afternoon, when it will be all over. At least school was a 13 year lasting habit, it affected nearly my whole life…it will be strange without it. But I don´t want to think about it. Not today. I´m happy right now and don´t want myself to become melancholic and emo again.^^;;

I was quite laborous during the last few days…because I fear that I won´t be able to do ANY time-consuming free time activity once I will start learning for my a-levels. I should have done so already, I knooow…but there were still some things I wanted to finish before concentrating on learning (beside the fact that I´m simply lazy XD).
First of all, I renovated Mey´s and my RPG homepage for our „Götter&Gesocks“ RPG…this was very important for me because…yes, this whole project is very important for me. And letting it´s homepage go to seed would be like giving the whole thing up. Because we were both quite busy since the new year began, Mey and I had to disregard our regular writing to some extent, which is very sad (at least I think so). So I always need something to do with that content, if it´s drawing or to mess around with the homepage, even if it it´s kinda useless sometimes to do all that by myself and for myself. I´m fond of doing that, so I´ll continue creating useless things. :3

In line with the renovation I created a personality test by myself. It features Mey´s and my original characters, but maybe some of the persons who read this blog (brave you are *nods*) still want to take it. :3 The test is called „Which G&G uke are you?“ (the test itself is in German, sorry my foreign friends v_v), so I guess it´s more…for the girls among us. XD (Iri, I bet Fritzi will shoot you if you give him this test…it´s way worse than the seme/uke test. XDD But I´d like to know your result *LOL*)

Welcher G&G Uke bist du?

Have fun. Or not. Whatever. *leaves for watching TV* XD

Privates & Alltag, Quiz & Survey & Meme

Those Letters

: confused
Listening to: Jade – 1000 words
Current obsession: …

I acted so distant then
Didn’t say goodbye before you left
But I was listening
You fight your battles far from me
Far too easily
„Save your tears, ‚cause I’ll come back“
I could hear that you whispered as you walked through that door
And still I swore
To hide the pain, when I turn back the pages
Shouting might have been the answer
What if I cried my eyes out and begged you not to part?
But now I’m not afraid to say what’s in my heart
‚Cause a thousand words
Call out through the ages
They’ll fly to you
Even though I can’t see
I know they’re reaching you

As I had foreseen, that certain letter arrived this morning. I was prepared, so it wasn´t a big shock at all. Normally, every single letter of that person makes me tremble and all fearful. But this time, I was only surprised. And deeply, deeply touched.
In fact, I got two letters: One from the person it was supposed to be from and one from the famous but never known third person.
Both letters almost made me cry, but not in a grieving way…it was more…bitter-sweet. And it felt like shame on me.
I made mistakes, so many mistakes, and so did the other side. But my pride was the thing that barred me from saying „sorry“…and even „Farewell“.
Apologizes have been made by them. Now it´s up to me to say either „farewell“ and end this all, or stating „I´m sorry. I miss you.“, which is the truth.
But…just like the Dixie Chicks said: Forgive sounds good. Forget…I´m not sure I could.
I´ve already written a reply on that third person´s letter. And the most important letter…well, I guess it´s my turn to bite the bullet.
And it is about time.

Oh well, these aren´t easy times. There are so many things I still have to clarify. Two of my friends stage their personal ice age after so many years of friendship, and it makes me sad somehow. I shouldn´t interfere, but at the same time it´s hard to be the one in the middle. Well, at least it distracts me from my own worries, and even if I´m not able to handle my ice ages I still want to be there for both of them.

Tomorrow will be my next session with the physiotherapist, ugh…I could hardly move last night and my backside is full of black and blue marks. x_X Will be fun to have myself tortured again…

Oh, yes…Iri gave me this test…I think it fits quite properly, even though I have no idea what Progressive Metal IS. XDD

Du bist anspruchsvoll und etwas abgehoben, du bist Proggressive Metal! Du bist eigentlich eher der interlektuelle Typ, ein bisschen verkopft und auch manchmal ein bisschen elitär, hab ich recht? Du magst vielleicht hoch begabt sein, aber manchmal hat man auch den Eindruck dass du dich in Worthülsen kleidest die wenig bedeuten, irgendwie verstehen dich die Leute meist nicht gleich, manche nie. Kann zum einen an deiner hochgestochenen ausdrucksweise liegen, vielleicht aber auch daran, dass du mit deinen abgedrehten Ideen manchmal den Bogen einfach überspannst.

Take the test!

Music, Quiz & Survey & Meme

Shit happens

Mood: Gweh…T_T
Listening to: Rammstein feat. T.A.T.u – Odno I To zhe
Current obsession: Gundam Wing, uh. o.O

Pokazhi, pokazhi, pokazhi, pokazhi
Pokazhi, pokazhi mne ljubov
Pokazhi, pokazhi, pokazhi, pokazhi
Pochemu, pochemu ya s toboi
Show me love, show me love, show me love, show me love,
Show me love, ´til you open the door.
Show me love, show me love, show me love, show me love,
Show me love, ´til I’m up off the floor.

Somehow I KNEW it!! x.X I talked about my aching hips in my last entry and…well, it wasn´t any better this morning, so I went to see the doctor. Diagnosis : Dislocation in my right hip because of a) heavy lifting and b) natural deformation of the spine. Haha. Ding-Dong, Jackpot. I have to take 12 hours of physiotherapy from tomorrow on…and he recommended sports to me. x.x Great, that´s what I need before my a-levels…screw it.

How does it say? Old love never dies? So true. XD It finally happened, my old obsession for Gundam Wing has taken over me again. +lool+ Mey-chu was talking about it the whole time yesterday and simply infected me after a few minutes. Nostalgy can have its good sides, lol. To cut a long story – we started a new RPG with an old content and new haxxor-skillz. XD No planning, just improoooo~~~ <3 I´m curious how long it´ll last this time. XD
I´m thinking of creating a memory page for all of our unfished fiction…but at the same time…it would be at bit like burying my children…I never give up my hope that we´ll continue one or another of our old babies…I guess I´m too sentimental about things like this. v.v

Another new music obsession has find its way into my winamp… Rammstein vs. T.A.T.u!! <3<3<3 I don´t know when and where, but these two band have recorded quite a number of songs together…mixtures of Rammstein & Tatu songs. <3 I adore Rammstein and I love Tatu…so…both are LOVE!!+sparkles+ Omgee, they even recorded „Barbie Girl“ in Russian/Dutch/Whateveritsoundsfunny!! +squeee+ XDDDD~
But, seriously…their songs just match absolutely great. „Odno I to Zhe“ (+points to lyrics+) is one of my favorite songs atm…it gives me the gooseflesh, waah…*shudder* There are two very good videos on, one from Kingdom Hearts (for the great animations) and one from Neon Genesis Evangelion (for the dramatic…great, great dramatic). <3

Hum, just for the random fun, because I have to sit and rest my hips the whole day through…personality test fun!

Don't Fuck With Me Seme
Don’t Fuck With Me Seme
Take Are you a Seme or an Uke? today!
Created with Rum and Monkey’s Personality Test Generator.

Serious and to the point, and sometimes bordering on the sadistic, it takes a special breed of uke to satisfy your needs. You tend to be anti-social with little patience for most people. You need someone to challenge you and push you to your limits, and then be able to take the punishment you dish out, which frequently involves rope and alchohol. This is what makes the Badass Uke the yin for your yang, as you’re the only one able to put them in line and satisfy each other.

….Bwaha. XD

Quiz & Survey & Meme

Quiz fun

Mood: bored
Listening to: Sweetbox – I don´t wanna kill you
Current obsession: Personality tests

I don’t wanna kill you
I just wanna hurt you a little

*yawns* This weekend was necessary, I swear… I? slept until the afternoon broke in and now I?m just sitting around for the sake of doing absolutely nothing. And I LOVE it. At least I read dozens of fanfiction, searched for DN artwork, scribbled a bit…and took several personality tests. 😀 Since I have nothing more important to write about, I?m going to post my results. Have fun with it or not, whatever, I don?t care. XD Here we go… ……………………………………………………….

i swear, I got this without cheating.*rofl* Must be fate, the same first letter and such…even the description fits. :3 (took the test at

Which Death Note character is your sexual archetype?
1. You are Roaring Raito. You are one hell of a charming perfect genius and girls/boys fall around your knees like insects. Sometimes a nymphomaniac, you can be demanding and super-dominant in the bedroom, you like it rough. You use and abuse people alot to get what you want until one day you have no one left to take advantage of. But who cares? Youre better than everyone else so you really dont give a f***. Take this quiz!???? Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code ?

…… THIS is scary. <_<;;;;

You paid attention during 86% of high school!?

85-100% You must be an autodidact, because American high schools don’t get scores that high! Good show, old chap!

Do you deserve your high school diploma? Create a Quiz

BWAHAHA!! Call me nerd!! Ph3ar me skillz!! ?

Privates & Alltag, Quiz & Survey & Meme


Mood: stressed

Song: Simply Red – If you don´t know me by now

Oh Mann, ich sollte wirklich mal anfangen, meine Zeit etwas intelligenter zu verplanen…*drop*Morgen schreiben wir Latein und ich hab erst heute Nachmittag angefangen zu lernen….ich hoffe, ich falle nicht rein…eigentlich hätte ich heute auch noch an meinem Referat und meiner Nicholson-Biographie schreiben sollen, aber ab heute ist Mey für einen Monat nicht ansprechbar (Austauschschülerin aus Amerika kommt zu Besuch)und da wollt ich heute den Tag nochmal auskosten.(Verdammte Entzugserscheinungen!*schnipps*) Das heißt, ich darf die Woche über, wo ich eh schon genug zu tun habe (Chemie, Projekttage…) auch noch arbeiten…*big drop*Ahhh, mein Kopf, ich glaube ich sollte ´nen reichen Ölscheich heiraten und nie mehr im leben was tun müssen…*lol*
Tolle Nachrichten, ich bin heute inoffiziell zur Hauslehrerin von Slytherin in einer Hogwartsschule ernannt worden!*grins*Eigentlich bin ich ja eher Ravenclaw-orintiert, aber ich denke, das wird ganz lustig…hehe…ich musste natürlich gleich ein Portrait von mir als Slytherin Hauslehrerin malen, guckst du hier:

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Außerdem hab ich noch einen Charaktertest gemacht:

*lol*Soso….höchst interessant…naja, blond bin ich schonmal und Tee liebe ich auch XD